Home. I am SO excited. For a year, I've lived in a situation where I've walked on eggshells. I've tiptoed around carefully, guarding my light and my inner child. Sure, she's come out at times. That's inevitable. She's playful, joyful, kind, compassionate, creative and fun. She's felt so lonely. In this time of introversion and self reflection I've done a lot of mirror talking. I've looked into my eyes in the mirror and reminded myself of my worth, my beauty and my divine sensitivity. My soul has been on creative hiatus. When my narcissistic partner finally discarded for good in January I was ready to go. I had been through cycles of the silent treatment, hoovering and love bombing, anger and character assassinations, and then false apologies for a year.
I AM MOVING INTO MY NEW HOME ON MARCH 7TH. I CANNOT WAIT.
Since January, I've sat in some of the most intense pain yet. My anxiety has been extremely high. I've doubted myself, and cried myself to sleep often. I've been sleeping on the floor and not able to use the kitchen because it's "his" and I don't "deserve" it. But... I've gone back to that mirror, and I've reminded myself of my worth, my beauty and my value as I am NOW.
Guys, I get to create my HOME. Not just inside me, but around me. My altars, my music, my joy, my peace will now surround me more fully.
I AM SO GRATEFUL!!!!!! I AM SO BLESSED. I AM SO LOVED.
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